My new nick~

if u all notice the word attach on the cake at third celebration~u will saw~~~Donkey + my name~~~y???i dunno...just so suddenly hv this nick~~@@ u all hv to ask the person who name it-JJ2~~~previously i has a nick name as dorry~~~which~~~i quite like it also...but after work~~i hate it very much~i dun wan like dorry (in the NEMO movie)..so blur~~forgetful~~~/swt~ n i just did a huge mistake...damn~!!i so careless~!!!!

Thanks to everyone~~!!

Firstly,a very thx to my bf(Kenny) give me a surprise on 16/11 early in the morning. =D i never expect he will do sth like that, hahaha..thanks you again dear~~~Muaks!!!(dun let ppl c..haha)


Secondly, thx to epl who organize gathering on my bday~=D and Liew who make the night cheerful(go clubbing~hoho) n everyone who celebrate with me on that day~ =D


Thirdly, a very thanks to lch, ivy,pchen,kitty,jia2,iko who give me a HUGE suprise. U all another unforgetable bday. =D

p's: will update those detail after get the photosss~stay tone

迷离的我~~~

做工已有一段时间了。。。嘿~~做工时间过得满快的。。。现在时不时要赶工。。可是。。。我却没有一点点的动力。。这令我时常很烦恼啊！！！我每次都只会做吩咐的东西。。。每次都搞不清初状况。。。不知这是什么哪是什么的。。多怪我不勤劳，奋力。。。可是。。。我就是没有哪冲动力令我勤劳 。。。怎么办啊~~~总觉得我很没用。。没胆。。怕做错等等。。。。比起我我的朋友。。真的是差天动地。。。。到底有什么办法可以令我有动力吗？！！！！好无奈~~~~~~~~~@@ dorry ah dorry。。你怎么啦~~~~为什么会酱？？！！！清醒一点好吗？？？！！！compare with my frenz around me~~i really feel shame of myself~~~dorry pls wake me up!!!

又是无聊的一天。。

嘿~~真的好无聊哦。。。。今天又是不知要干什么好的一天。。当上了班就等着下班的时间到。。。我想我整个星期都会酱度过吧。。@@。。。真很讨厌这总感觉。。明明知道很重要可是又不会。。。只会浪费时间发呆。。。不知干嘛好 =（。。


以前的我。。。很想体会工作的曰子。。。可是现在有了工作又怎样？？？？？一直要self-learning。。整天对着密密麻麻的字。。。读书时又不知自己读着什么。。读了又忘记。。做练习呢。。又不会。。。好笨哦。。。有什么药是会令人变聪明的吗？？？？！！！


想一想。。。我做错了选择吗？？？这份“工”真的适合我吗？

神阿。。。救救我把 ~~~ 好讨厌读书的曰子~~

你们呢？？当实习时也是酱的吗？

upcoming post

-convocation
-putrajaya- firework

p's: will post after i get those photo..=D

i want to....

Jobless....nothing to do at home....@@.... really feel wanna go visiting some place to relax my mind....i wan hv some FUN!!!!!!yoh!!!!!who can go??!! But for sure....the budget not too high...no income here....currently just want to visit place around m'sia

I'm Back~

i been missing in action for some while... anyone of u miss me???=D

depress

Sometime i do very angry at myself.....y i always so blur????!y i so careless??!the careless mistake that i had made are always is the thing that i used to do...maybe because of "used to do"...thus i tend to ignore the double check process.... =_="" ....i always double check all the thing, because i really scare of did any mistake....

Besides that,i also a forgetful person...i always forget this n that although it just mention to me few min ago.....

i dramatically lack of confident n forgetful....most of the thing i did i will always scare of this n that....thus...this slow down the efficiency as well...

i really hope to change it...how i can find the confident?!how can i make myself remember thing better ?how i can do thing efficiency without make some stupid careless mistake??!!!!

Telling The Truth..

Suddenly come up with an issues which i quite not understand n sometime i found that its hard for me to accept....

How many of u really accept telling the truth?For a simple example, when u n gang of friends doing outdoor activity...then the sky turning darker..seem like going to have heavy rain...in this case...how many of u will say " Is going to rain"? Few years ago i did have this kind of experience...i'm the one who say " Is seem like going to rain"....n the response that i get is "Touch wood!!!u this 'evil mouth'.....then when its rain...then they will say " U c la!!u la!!u say it will rain now its rain d!" (now, they blaming u...appointing that u r that one who make it rain.)

May i know if i not saying it will rain then it really won't rain???? y those ppl just can't accept its really going to rain??is this kind of ppl can't face the truth??? n this a simple example which we met often....there still have many similar things go on...i know u know...u met it b4 but just no so sure u really realize it o not....

Sometimes i did think that telling The Truth is at gray color side...sometime u can't tell the truth bcoz u know person's feeling...this i can accept...but the thing i can't accept is....the truth are proven to be true.....or the thing going happen o its really happened...but....some ppl will avoid to mention....i wondering is this will help???facing the problem n try to solve the situation aren't better???if u not telling the truth how u get help from people???am i right???i dunno...i not sure...maybe some of u can make me wake up in this unsure action...

i dunno y i write bout this...its just suddenly come out in my mind...i did meet those ppl...i really can't stand it...always blame on or scare on the person who telling the truth...pity...i met once(the raining incident) but i had saw alot of example of this....how bout u??

yeah!!!convo coming soon!!!

last week i received uniten call....she said that i hvn't settle my bill thus she ask me go uniten pick up my convo package @@....but after a while i called them back n ask them post to my house coz i had clear my bill...they say they dunno bout it ...coz they just follow the statement that finance depart that had given to them @@...but lucily she is kind n polite enough...she say she will contact with them n post to me..=D

Yesterday i received the convo package ...the date of conve wil be hold on 21 of april @@!!!!!!..should i happy??????? i really wish to go for sept convo le ...coz most of my frenz will attend on that time......who feel wan take leave on 18th of april teman me go visit uniten??hahhahaa..=D

great wednesday =D

Finally....last sem result release today....after holiday..i keep waiting this moment...no matter good o bad i also hope faster know what i get for my effort in last sem in my studies life ma...hehhee....

This morning..after do all housework...then wait my grandpa come pick me go father shop...hmmm....i still very calm...slow motion do everything...try on msn first..cannot..ok...go fix the connection..then ok d...then only check result...this moment starting feel nervous...=D My result not bad...i very satisfy with it...this result is the highest gpa i get b4 oh..=D yeah...happy!just litter bit 'yi han' i cant get A in ecom..but i still happy with my result..=D...n here end my study life lor...bye..uniten...bye...LOVELY book..bye~~~n hi to working world..

what going around??

Few day ago went out lim teh with 'old frenzs'...the first the topic we chat a lot is bout the LB business....just like ecom business...got piramid chain..the more ppl u found to join under yr line u will get higher rank n get good pay...lot of secondary frenz had join (as full time) n even one of a guy able to buy spot car!!!!this is the most hit topic around KP here..hehehe...a guy...born in 83..only promote LB as full time job able to buy a spot car....believe??believe it!

For me...maybe i not a good promoter or saler...i have no interest on it at all...i been ask to listen to their plan....sometimes i really dun like frenz among us try to promote their so called product or business...coz i feel them trying used our friendship to get their profit.....well...i know i know.....i say like this kinda rude to them...i cannot say that coz it is their job....every people have their own job to get their salary...but...i cannot accept this kind of business...sometime it really irritating..it really bothering me....last sem...i have one frenz who doing this kind business...she keep asking me join n buy product at first..well...as a frenz..i help her buy one of the product..after that...i say i dun wan...but she keep sms me to buy even though i said i have no money!!!!n what she reply is..."dun cheat..i know u got..ptptn just bank in"...*(&&^^%&$%...this reply really make me very mad...,,but...fine...as a frenz...i din scold her..i reply her nicely that i really dun wan buy..really no $$....BUT she still reply ask me buy after i start work...*&^%#$#$^....maybe after this incident i starting dislike those ppl trying to promote to me...

what a miserable weekend...

Sigh...what i had done??!!last week..i hurt a person that very important in my life..i blame n accuse for the thing X dunno...very sorry bout that...i really really regret upon what i had done to u...very sorry....i want to say sorry to u..but..the word sorry just dunno y can't come out through my mouth...very very sorry...i really really feel sad to what i had done...really feel that it is really very fool and silly...i really dunno how to compensate it...it already happen...it is really hard to compensate especially is feeling...i know u very very sad n dissapoint with the word i say to u...very sorry...i too stupid!!!!!!

My 2/4 of final and very last exam..

hehe....today really post up many new post..hahahhaa....today i just finish my ethics paper...which i much more satisfy then yesterday ecom paper...at least i understand the question...n had try my best to ans it...=D for this paper...due to having low carry mark! 30++ our of 60(/blashing)...i hope can get B or B-...hope no C then i already very happy....good luck for me k!muaksss!!!

k la..now is 9:32pm...times for me start study adv db lor....5 credit hour...cannot play play oh..hahahhaa....

My litter voice...

really starting feel excited...going end my education life soon...hehehhee...can't wait for thurs coming....after adv db...i can much more relax....plan to go eat kajang satay as celebration..hahahhaa...toooo long din eat d...yeah yeah yeah...yahooooooo....